Alfred D. Souza

Dan Millman

The note:

Sometimes, when I least expect it, someone expresses their Appreciation and Gratitude for Me Being Me. It just happened for me! And it SOOOO totally Made My Day!!! :)

Thank You, Liis! :)

It feels soooooo amazing!!!! :)

I’m as if taking a bath in this sweet energy right now :D

SOOOO GOOD!!! :D

P.S. there is a little reminder in it for me to do it more often myself as well ;)

Confucius

FUN! :)

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And really… What if IT never occurred?

Really. It never occurred.

It is immensely tremendously relieving.

omg. Thank you!

I can live on now. phew… :)

Yet, I don’t always know what I’m getting myself into.

So I stand here. Confused. Or is it too little said to describe my situation?

I feel like – chaotic, explosive.

Not anymore, though.

I’m forever grateful for the 2,5 years of depression that I had around 10 years ago, and for all the tools that I acquired during that time, and later. And for all that I can and know now. It makes me just ask a few questions, and there’s a smile on my face. And a few minutes before, and at times also later, there are tears in my eyes.

Soul search – that’s what is going on.

Will it ever end?

Do I even want it to?

Where will I go from here?

And then I crack myself into pieces, and then, there is peace.

And a big ball of Light.

There’s a lot of dying. And a lot of new beginnings.

Some reactions are more difficult to not to live out than others.

Yet – so far, so good. I haven’t crossed any “lines” yet. Haven’t done any damage nor things “I might regret later”. Hanging in there. At ease and big heaviness at once.

I know… I know… I know…

so that a new me could be born.

This time, it makes me cry.

It makes me feel that I need a hug.

Crying is just a way to release. To let go of what is going. To live out the energy…

I feel like I need to rearrange things in my life. The way I live my life.

This inspires me: “Whether or not you believe that the world ends, or changes or transforms in 2012, it is a great idea to resolve to live like this is the last year of your life, the last month, the last day, that this may even be the last minute or moment of your life. It brings a different quality of focus, of clarity, of energy, of resilence and enthusiasm to all your endeavors. We do our best and leave the rest.” Nithya Shanti

I feel like I need to take a moment off and get more in touch with the “changed me”. Though, on some level – “I” hasn’t changed. It’s just another point of view, that I’ve got now…

I feel like doing stupid things. Asking inappropriate questions. Wreaking havoc. Going plain mad…

And then I return to my heart, and embrace it all. Warts and all.

And there is peace within. I can go there anytime. This place never really changes. It always contains everything. There is deep unconditional un-polar all embracing Love there. Acceptance. Self-acceptance.

And I’m sitting through it. The difficulty. The change. And the Love and self-acceptance. All simultaneously. I know, that Love always “wins”. It’s the Truth, and there’s no bending from it.

I’ll go and sleep on it.

And wake up tomorrow as reborn.

I think the Universe is filled with opportunities. If I need something, one way to get it is to find it. No-one else needs to lose it, for that I could find it.

I love those mysteries of the Universe… :)